How will I get through another day?
Sometimes I wonder, "How will I get through another day?"
It is at these times that I catch myself walking out the door down the long drive outside. I have walked this walk hundreds of times since my late husband passed away in '06. At these times, when I feel most vulnerable, exhausted, and plum used up, I look up to the heavens and catch myself muttering, pleading, "God, be enough ... please God, just be enough!"
I never feel the earth rumble under my feet. I don't hear a voice in my head telling me everything will be okay. I don't feel satisfied or that anything has changed. Yet, somehow, there is a release when I cry out to him. I let out a long breath in a sigh, look up at the house, and brace myself for the next chapter of my life.
One thing this little ritual has done for me, is allowed me to throw all of my sorrows, my worries and woes, to a something that is out there, that is much bigger than you or I. That something is a person, of sorts, that I have grown very close to and very fond of. I call him my Lord. He is my heavenly father, my Lord Jesus, and the Holy Spirit, all wrapped up in an entity that I choose to call God.
How sweet it is to realize that I don't have to carry my own burdens. When I just don't know what else to do, I do what I do best and should always do first ... I roll it over to him. He is enough, by golly! He is that substance of things I know exists, though I can no more see it than I can the air that I breathe or the heart that beats within my own body. Yet, not seeing these things doesn't mean they are not real. In fact I must believe, I choose to believe, that he cares for me, he loves me, and that he is assuredly enough!
It is at these times that I catch myself walking out the door down the long drive outside. I have walked this walk hundreds of times since my late husband passed away in '06. At these times, when I feel most vulnerable, exhausted, and plum used up, I look up to the heavens and catch myself muttering, pleading, "God, be enough ... please God, just be enough!"
I never feel the earth rumble under my feet. I don't hear a voice in my head telling me everything will be okay. I don't feel satisfied or that anything has changed. Yet, somehow, there is a release when I cry out to him. I let out a long breath in a sigh, look up at the house, and brace myself for the next chapter of my life.
One thing this little ritual has done for me, is allowed me to throw all of my sorrows, my worries and woes, to a something that is out there, that is much bigger than you or I. That something is a person, of sorts, that I have grown very close to and very fond of. I call him my Lord. He is my heavenly father, my Lord Jesus, and the Holy Spirit, all wrapped up in an entity that I choose to call God.
How sweet it is to realize that I don't have to carry my own burdens. When I just don't know what else to do, I do what I do best and should always do first ... I roll it over to him. He is enough, by golly! He is that substance of things I know exists, though I can no more see it than I can the air that I breathe or the heart that beats within my own body. Yet, not seeing these things doesn't mean they are not real. In fact I must believe, I choose to believe, that he cares for me, he loves me, and that he is assuredly enough!
Thursday, November 12, 2015
Do you consider yourself righteous? Pondering righteousness: There is no “ME” in righteous, but there is an “US” in the word; RighteoUS! Jesus died for US! Not just for you or me … but for us! We are the beloved. We are the family of God, His sons and daughters.
When we are always trying to tell others how RIGHT we are, in ourselves, it makes us SELF-righteous. It certainly doesn’t take becoming a Christian to make one feel right, or be self-righteous. Anyone can be self-righteous. But when a person, who is supposed to be a Christian, is all about self and being right, this person appears no longer the righteousness of Christ Jesus, as intended when He pardoned sin by his death and resurrection! The supposed Christian, instead, makes himself a judge.
The self-righteous Christian applies the label “Christian” to all he or she does! This is hypocrisy in blatant form! Many a Christian takes offense to hear and see so many others wear the label of Christian with such indignity to Jesus’ name. Are we not to accept, in humility, our own responsibility? Sin is ever before a believer! A believer’s guilt is worn as awareness of a great sacrifice made, by walking in humility for what Christ has pardoned Us from!
Many, believers and unbelievers alike, are offended by Christians who get on public media judging and insulting certain groups of persons. I ask you, Christian, to look at the man who you call yourself to be when you wear the name CHRISTian, which means “Christ-like.”
When Jesus was presented the adulteress woman, did he slander her for her obvious sin and evil behavior? The judges and rulers who brought the sinful woman to Jesus attention were the religious leaders of the day. But a look more closely at this scripture reveals that it was the religious who were the only ones Jesus considered evil on that day, for they were the ones who brought her to him, hoping he’d condemn her. He told them, “He that is without sin among you let him cast the first stone,” John 8:7. The religious actually felt conviction for their actions!
Now what, might one ask, did Jesus do to the adulteress. Well, first of all he defended her to the religious people, by shaming them for exposing her! He then told her that he did not condemn her, told her to sin no more, and sent her on her way.
Wow! That is a far cry from what we Christians, Christ-like people, are thought of doing today! One version of the word Christian stated that Christian meant kind and unselfish (Encarta).
A challenge to examine self to see if as a Christian you first judge or first walk in forgiveness, as did Christ?
Jesus said, “Judge not and you will not be judged. Condemn not and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven,” Luke 6:37.
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